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balik kampung

Balik kampung untuk dua hari.Ini semua kerana Makcik aku bertunang.. Ramai juga sedara mara aku pulang walaupun tidak semua yang dapat hadir tapi meriah...

Penat jugak terpaksa turun naik bandar Melaka sama ke kedai.. Dah sudah terus perap dalam bilik untuk tidur.. Baik diam-diam diri.. Hari pertunangan itu makan Briyani mak aku masak..Nak dikatakan sold outlah..Yelah kampung aku jarang dapat makan sebegini..Sampai ade makan atas rumput kerana tak cukup tempat..Part kemas ni keje berat sikit..Semua sudah tahu jawatan masing-masing.. Bile aku tengah best kemas..Bapak aku suruh turun pantai bawak adik-adik dan sedara aku sekali..Diaorang ni bile dah jumpa laut abislah tak bole control..Semua main terjun ajer..Magerib baru fikir nak balik..

Bile balik rumah..Fuuyoh ader perhimpunan agung..Semua baik yang tua hingga kecil berkumpul membentuk bulatan untuk diskusi mengenai hari Persandingan dan lain-lain lagi sumbangan mengikut adat istiadat melaka. Bukannya senang nak berkumpul ramai-ramai ni..Rase sedih jugak pun ada sebab terase juga orang yang telah tiada lagi di dunia ni.. Tidak mengapa,semua orang di beri perluang untuk bersuara.. kadang-kala ada jugak lawak jenaka diaorang ni, itu yang best.. Best sungguh jugak dapat berkumpul ramai-ramai

Selesai aje diskusi semua berpecah.yang orang tua-tua buat hal diaorang..Yang muda-mudi tengok bola..Ini yang best.. dah macam kat stadium pulak diaorang bersorak..Abis satu kampung dengar..Ada saja yang naik jadi comentarilah..marah pemain.Gerek giler lah..

Time balik ni lah sedih sikit sebab orang kuat semua ingin pulang..Lain kali jumpa lagi diaorang ni..Bulan 6 nanti hari persandingan..Mesti kecoh giler.Looking forward to that month.Laluan pulang disingkatkan kerana jalan baru telah siap..Dapat jugak Lihat Stadium Hang Jebat yang tersergam indah..Sampai rumah pukul tiga pagi..Alhamdulilah tiada apa-apa kejadian berlaku

Blogged @ 12:26 pm `

Tired

What a tiring Friday.. Wake up in the early morning to Chauffer my mom... It's fine with me just doing my job as a son..Then met Yusoff at Al-Raudah to perform our Friday prayers.. Waited for the bus quite long..

Upon reaching school, met the rest of the gang at the tent.. Idah,Aifa,Aisah was busy doing their audio stuff.. We gather to LRC to room to do our S.E projects.. Djas have done alot of stuff on her own..felt sorry for her..After the discussion all of us went to the field for soccer.. yeah quite boring cauze not all of us could stay quite long.. May be next time would be better..

Left Adib,Hanz,Amil and me.. Had hell of a great laughter in the headquarters.. Changed: went seperate ways... Got to eat Ramly Burger and fresh Sugar cane drinks at Jurong East pasar Malam.. Too hungry man just could not stand it..

Got home feeling worn out.. Just got to conserve energy for a long journey 2morrow..

Blogged @ 11:09 pm `

main bola

Sekolah ari ni sedikit mendak giler..entah kenaper tah.. Munkin mengantok kot tengok bola sampai lewat pagi. Pegi NetFund setakat blajar pasang wire ke RJ-45..Baik belajar kat umah ajer..
pegi IWAD buat assigment.. tapi ader stuck sikit.. Dah fed up turon bawah gi semayang..Haiz diaorang abis siang pulak takper lah terpakse aku gi next lesson..

Time JPI cikgu tuh aper lagi ..Cerita pasal sejarah silam dier ajer..Viki sebelah aku dah boring..Omar terus tido dan ramai lagi.... Sekali Hanphone cikgu tuh bunyi dah.. Balik siang lah nampaknYa..HQ suruh cikgu tuh turun buat aper tah.. Apelagi hooray lah aku dapat main bola.. Tapi seribu kali sayang main kat basketball court lak..Ingatkan main kat field.. tapi takper lah..

Sungguh tak puas main.. Sebab aku asyik hanball tuh bola ajer..Dah gian sangat nak save bola..Mak aku call pulak. Suruh balik cepat hantar bapak aku gi keje samer nak gi sheng song.. Aisey baru nak rilek.. Takperlah..

Skarng tengah fikir nak save duit ajer ni..abislah aku kali ni.Cerita melayu aku sungguh tidak bagos kerana ejaan yang digunakan dan bahasanya yang tidak betul

Blogged @ 11:35 pm `

entahlah

Minggu ni entah aper kejadian yang berlaku pun tak tahu..Sekolah seperti biase takde aper aper nak tulis.. just looking forward for tomorrow after school play time..Haiz nak tulis pun takder mood..lain kali lah update gile-giler. hari hari buat benda samer ajer

Blogged @ 8:05 pm `

great

Dah lamer giler tak keluar ngan kawan2 pada hari Sabtu..Nasib baik sekolah ader organise Bowling kat Bukit Panjang Plaza..Free Pegi ajerlah main untuk tiga games.. Beznya.. tapi silap time warm up lempar kuat sangat.. Dah tuh tangan dah lenguh.. Group aku.. faizal,Omar,Djas ngan Aisha kecik.. Amil dengan stunt dier yang bez..klakar giler..Dah boring ader gi main pool.. Dah sudah kiter semua gi LJ makan lapar katerkan..... Sesudah merilek kan diri.. Dah masok waktu semua gi Semayang kat Masjid Al-Iman..

Semua dah ok kita pegi Town.. Alamak Hanz tak dapat pegi.. mungkin ader benda kene buat.. Jalan-jalan kat sane.. Kalau dah ramai mesti kecoh giler. Si Idah pulak hilang.... Dah agak dah mesti kat Heeren ..Pegi lah ngan Nazir samer Aifa..1st stop gi Cineleisure.. tapi seating dier tak favour..Pegi Suntec lak semua pun samer.. susah nak buat pilihan.. Ader dah bingit nasib baik dapat cool down mereka ni..Last stop kat Oriental hotel punyer cinema..Takperlah 2nd row pun boleh.. Ader dah mendak giler jalan kat luar.. kalau dah tengok wayang duduk sebelah Adib mesti takleh stop ketawe.. entahlah sebab klakar sangat agaknya..Dah takder plan semua balik.. dah penat sangat lah tuh..Kalau tak mesti lepak satu tempat berborak-borak.. Ni macam release stress sikit..

Kalau dapat pegi full squad lagi bez ..May be next time..Kalau nak cerita panjang2 nantilah ..nak kumpul idea semua

Blogged @ 2:44 pm `

Dono wat to do

Went for Chai thiam IWAD lesson.. The unexpected things happen to him.. yeah..Maths lesson was always sleepy for me .. but i could catch up with it.. then head to Vb lesson which is again boring.. I think i will barely pass this module just dono why I am not interested in it..

I am Sorry.. I don't know what actually i have said to you and make you feel really hurts.. It's not that I am trying to avoid you.. I feel quite different right now..I keep on thinking over it.. There I am standing and It's just like i did not exist infront of you.. I wanted to call you back.. But I was really busy at the EXPO.. i know all this while i have been troubling you..Whatever difficulties there is always a solution..Just give me sometimes to think and figure it out all this while.. I never said that you are irritating or a nusiance to me.. We will talk this over when the time is right.. You don't want all this to go down the drain just like that. I know u feel very different all this while may be all this week.. may be the way I am treating you.. Please i know u r a strong and don't give up easily.. We don't want to continue like this forever..

Please give me some time and I will get to the bottom of this.. I promise..I will make sure everything will be back to normal

Blogged @ 1:39 am `

Boring

It seems like there is an emptyness going to school.. My mood doesn't seems normal like i used to be.. Everthing seems to change really fast just have to cope with.....but till when life must be so dull... My phone was really silent today not like per normal.. Promises can be broken . For how long u want it to be like this..Words just could not described this situation that shouldn't have happen.. I don't know why I keep on shying from you.Is it that the situation is bad for us? U brought life to me and strong will to continue.. Please don't resort to this..We just need a time out for a while or time to talk about this..

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)

Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, you're not making this easy

You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy

I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you

(Promise-Matchbook Romance)

Blogged @ 5:04 pm `

Nothing

I really have no hard feelings on A. May be deep inside no ones really knows.It's just that we need to change the plan or..just to get everything works really fine..I know A just r sick and tired on how i treated A.. We need to get to the bottom of this.. I am sorry that i have to resort to this.. One day everthing would be just fine.. In the Outside I may be kind of hack care guy..But then I am used to it already....I know when yur mood is up or down.. So just keep quite about it..and enjoy life as it is..I am really sorry..It's my fault always troubling other people..

Blogged @ 11:00 pm `

Different

In my previous blog, I really sound strange... i don't know why i wrote those stuff.May be just to expressed myself..Cauze sometimes u just could not keep things to myself or control your anger much more longer..Neh may be I am orait

I am just back and appriciating life as per normal.Cauze life is just a beautiful thing that Allah created for us humans to live in.. Sure there is always ups and downs in life..Got to get serious in my studies and work hard on it..

Fun time in school today.. Great time having breakfast with Yusoff..he just cannot control his laughter today.. As usual VB lesson is crap to me man!!! just could not get the hang on this subject..The teacher just keep on talking all the way.. With the students mostly doing their on work..Bloody subject.. The group today is full squad with Hairi around and Faizal..

Operating system is fun man.. Did our work first and then jokes came pouring in ..Never been like this before.. Hell of alot of laughter..Just could not control ourself until that Lum came to stop us.. Went home with Faizal..ahahhaz.. fun to the max disturbing people.. Great man.. Now I can get the hang with him...

Wow hopefully it would be a great week...............

Blogged @ 9:10 pm `

Fuck up

Arrrgghhh..No matter what i do..No matter what ever good deeds i have done.. Is this the way u treat me.. Hell to you my man.. I think i have to let my anger go.. Even though i could control my anger pretty well..I am sorry i have to resort to this.. I have never showed my darkside to people..

It's is just useless helping people anymore.. they just could not appreciate what ever we have done.. But i just could help it.. It's just my instinct to help people..Just lose it..What ever i had written down here is not meant for my friends.. But if u took my word for granted I am sorry..

I don't know why i kept on thinking of reverting to my all ways..But to think of it I am really happy with what I am..Making Jokes if my partners.. Especially the evil laughter of yusoff and the cheeky laugh of Adib.. This guys just doesn't ran out of ideas and Azmil with his own style and sorry to disturbed u all the way.. May be we should keep things ourself..But without this people not to forget others.. C and D won't be a happening place..U guys really make me stress free eventhough i am compiled with alot of stuff at home....

I don't know if i treat people equally or inbalanced..I just don't know whether i could keep this form of relationship with my friends till the ends.. Insyallah..

I am sorry that if i had offended u guys or those jokes that we make are really harsh for you to take it.. We just don't know whether ,we had hurt this people feelings or they could resort in not socialising like they used to be. Ok it's about time now i stop feeling sorry for myself and head on to another beautiful life out there..

Blogged @ 2:03 pm `

Selamat Hari Raya

Great It's Chinese New Year.. To all my friends have a Happy Lunar New Year.. ok now this is great man..A very long weekend to rest.. May be something will come up in the end..Naah as long it is off day for me it's ok..

Papapimp will not be around for a few days..Nevermind he also needs a break.. As usual after school we played soccer under the scorching Sun.. But I really feel worn out cause just recovered from my illness..So don't really have the will power to play properly..After that have a short shower and spent time together chatting..Usually funny stuff.. We are just a bunch of people who loves to make jokes..

Went for our lunch at the nearest coffeshop..too bad papapimp could not join us cause something important came up..We really enjoy ourself eventhough the group got smaller..Reached home and have a short break after my bath..I think about an hour..Watch my favourite show at 7 .

Then off I go to Outram park to send some package at this Pub.. this is my first time entering the Pub man.. I wished of not going there anymore..The girls there especially malays girls make themself very cheap..It's own race so i feel very disgraced about that.. they just don't bother to what people say anymore..I think they don't know what is sin anymore.. Satan have already conquered their heart and soul.. they just pissed me off man..

Errmm just waitng to change a new phone.......

Blogged @ 1:09 pm `

ai sey

Hari monday ni rase macam bez dan ada kelainan sikit..Entah eh ape kelainan pun aku tak tahu..Okalah cite ape yang berlaku hari ni..Pegi sekolah sorang-sorang best jugak dapat jugak tenangkan fikiran sambil mendengar mp3.. Sampai sekolah siang pukul 8.30 entah kenape entah siang sangat... Lepas tuh buat S n W punya lesson.. Baru recover taknak buat sunggguh-sungguh balik nanti sakit balik..

Sesudah itu pegi sarapan ngan classmate yang biasa dengan yusoff join in sekali...fuuuyoh lepas tuh pegi lesson V.B sungguh ku tak suka entah kenapa time lesson ni takde semangat.. Janji aku buat-buat paham.. Selsema datang balik ubat pulak dah habis.. Nasib baik si idah ade bawak spare.. tima kasih eh...Yes ar dapat balik pencil case, boleh start tulis.. lepas makan ubat teros pegi kanteen.. Kat situ jugak tertido.. takpe ah walaupun sekejap janji puas..

Lesson O.S boring sikit lah keje senang aje. Balik ade jugak diaorang tunggu.Dah lama rasenya tak jumpa diaorang..Balik kecoh jugak dapat kacau si Omar tuh.. Kat Mrt Jurong jumpe lagi satu group.Baliklah same-same dengan maka itu ramailah jadinya. takpe esok mungkin will be a better day.Dengar-Dengar nak main bola....

Blogged @ 8:25 pm `

Alhamdulilah

Kesihatan ku semakin pulih.. Alhamdulilah.Harap-harap dapat kembali kepada keadaan sedia kala secepat mungkin.. Tapi rehat masih tidak mencukupi bagi aku.. Rasa kerinduan hendak kembali kesekolah mula membara. Ingin ku mulai dengan cara yang baru... Munkin ini titik-titik perubahan dalam kehidupan ku....Harap-harap begitulah..Erhmmm sape yang tahu..

Dalam sakit-sakit begini masih banyak kerja rumah perlu dilakukan.. Bukan kerana aku hendak mengabainya.. tetapi tidak mahu melukai hati ibuku.. Sakit pun buat macam biase..Hendak harap adik-adik aku yang besar panjang amat susah sekali.Semalaman tidak tidur Kena buat kerja-kerja catering sebab tidak cukup tenaga.. Siapkan sususan meja,pelamin ,peralatan elektrik..banyak lagi lah. Pukul lima pagi baru balik.. Lepas tuh pukul sembilan bangun balik pergi lagi buat kerja-kerja dapur.. Haiz macam mane nak rehat secukupnya ader aje kerja hujung minggu.. Baru terfikir nak rehat secukup-cukupnya 4 hari ini tetapi tidak boleh.. Kena kuatkan diri.. Takpelah janji aku ni pulih..

Obat pun makan dah tak betul main telan aje.. Lantaklah janji sihat.. Terima Kasih kepada seseorang yang prihatin .. Sudi makan bersama dan mengongsi keperitan yang dilalui.. Maaf eh kerana menyusahkan awak sahaja..Dengan ini saya mendedikasikan perenggan ini untuk awak..Kalau ader transport memang dah aku hantar balik..kesiankan balik sorang-sorang dalam keadaan sakit.Lain kali aku tak biarkan begitu orait.. ..Terima Kasih banyak-banyak atau bak kata pepatah Jay Z: Thank You,Thank you, Thank you,you are far too kind..Tidak lupa juga pada rakan-rakan seperjuangan yang mengambil berat dan sedia membantu..

Sampai di sini sajelah

Fai-Redz>>>

Blogged @ 8:31 pm `

arrrgh

My sickness is getting worst.. I just could not help my self anymore.. Need to see the docter tomorrow.. Cauze it have been 2 days plus and it is not cured.. I thought it is just a normal kind of sickness.. I'am sorry if the disease have spread or some of u just got it thru close contact or some other kind..

Bloody Chai Tiam that old faggot just does not wan't to listen to our opinion.. Still with his old grandfather mindset.. Teach us just how to create the site file and expect us to finish the whole project perfectly.. The School com just does not support some of my file.. bloody dog.. I will give you my perfect and the best if u want so much..

Arrgh the pain inside of me just getting stronger and stronger.. just needed someone.. The one and only one.. Need to get alot of rest for now.. May be next week will be a better week for me.. Need to put in more effort and no fooling around..

Sometimes i feel that they need to remake the timetable.. Just to much pressure for us.. bloody scramper.. Got to rest now.. everything is aching.. If there is some typo mistake just ignore it.. could not concentrate..

Blogged @ 10:32 pm `

I'm sick

Haiz.. sakit demam selsema ni bila lah nak baik.. Mungkin overworked.. Itulah suruh rehatkan badan taknak.. degil betul aku ni.. kan dah jadi macam ni dah susah.. Datang class memang semangat cuma takleh concentrate betul2 aje.. Macam-macam nak buat.. rehat buat masa ni tak perlu sangat.. Assingment banyak giler pening betul lah..

IWAD- design web page.. Nak kene siap cepat.. bole selesai malam ni

Software Engineering- Case Study.. group work project.. Buat pasal clinic setup

Operating System- Case Study... Window Xp VS Linux Red Hat.. Group work... Senang tapi tak tahu where to start the research

Visual Basic.- project buat pasal carpark.. Ini satu benda aku tak tahu.. Perlu banyak pertolongan.

Networking- Online test.. Ni kene buat betul- betul taknak fail

Fuyooh rase macam nak sisapkan cepat aje ni semua.. makan ubat pun tak jalan.. Arrgh stress giler.. Bilelah aku bole buat revision.. Banyak lagi aku perlu belajar.. ISh dah lah tak nak fikirkan sangat.. nak kene siapkan satu-satu dulu.. Dammn School Life sux to the core now.. Bloody shit.. today is just not my day.

Blogged @ 9:20 pm `