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just todae

Sekolah hari ini sungguh membosankan..Tidak ada apa yang menarik untuk diperkatakan.. Cuma munkin Lift ajer yang rosak.. Omar hari ini datang sekolah dengan rambut dia yang colour macam Golden Monkey.. tak tahan sangat nak ketawe giler-giler kat dia..Entahlah sekarang rasa main bola macam sudah kurang semangat. Tadi fikir-fikir nak balik ajer tapi dah diaorang nak main sangat join ajer sekali..

Haiz kenaper lah nak tulis kali ini sudah malas semacam.. Aku rase hendak berubah untuk kebaikkan diri aku sendiri .Tetapi selalu tidak boleh control diri aku sendiri.Kalau dah mula start kacau orang tak boleh berhenti seh..Ini lah kena kurangkan ni.Tidak tahu mana nak mulakan..Harap-harap berjaya jugak..

Esok entah lah nak keluar ke tidak lepas semayang jumaat.Rasa macam berbalah hati. Kerja pulak boleh buat on Sunday ajer.Nasib baik keje boleh beri kelonggaran.. Tapi kalau asyik kerja aja every weekends mendak jugak.Just tengok ajer lah the outcome esok.

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1st

Body was really tired yesterday cauze been working for the past three days straight.It's fine. Really make the effort to come to school for SnW. In the end the teacher never come. Wat the fuck no Snw.The teacher should have inform us earlier. Stranded for an hour in the Multi purpose hall. Chat with the rest of the gang.

Headed down to LRC to get some nap...Times up!! for the next lesson.Then Ambrose told us that the lesson will start at 1 pm.Wat the heck..another time frame wasted. Feel like going home but cancelled it. Plan to go to J.E with Robby's gang but the t waited for the arrival of Mary ceplok ceplok.We had already crossed the bridge,nehh time was to short.In the end Djas and I went back to school with mary and aisha followed from behind. Headed back to LRC to sleep again but couldn't . As usual the rest of the lesson was boring again and again. Just wished it could end as soon as possible. Slept for a short while during O.S lesson;Just could not take the sleepyness but managed to finished the practical.

Omar wasn't in school today(Menceret punyer budak, tak abis2 nak kumpul taik).Felt a lil boring in school.Drop by at J.E , POSB with djas. Then we went seperate ways home...

Kadang kala terasa keamanan berjalan sorang-sorang mahupun pergi atau balik ke sekolah. Rasa macam rilek ajer gitu.Bole berfikir sendiri tiada gangguan dari sesiapa..Tapi on the way balik jumpa Zul budak kendarat , terpaksa layan dia bebual.. peace out besok nak sekolah pagi lak.Confirm boring lagi

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late

I have been sleeping almost quite late every nite. Just rushing to finish up my Cisco Assesment. 3 more chapters to go.. Well yesterday I help out in decorating the wedding place. It looks really awesome with the colour combination and all the new stuff coming in. Today i will be sending my mom there to help out with the cooking. Most probably I will be finishing up my school work,I would say almost 3/4 of it is done.

Aisey Yusoff dah takder kat S'pore pulak ,He will be away for entahlah berape hari..Penatnya badan tuhan sahaja yang tahu.. Nak kena rehat sekarang.. Banyak kerja sedang menanti pagi ni.. Nsib baik transport dah takda,kalau tidak, aku ni tak lekat lah kat rumah.

Kadang-kala seseorang itu memerlukan,tempat untuk berbicara tentang diri beliau atau ingin meluahkan sesuatu yang terpendam.Tidak semestinya setiap pendapat itu benar atau mungkin bercanggah dengan pendirian kita. Ini terpulang kapada setiap individu untuk menilainya atau menghargainya. Setiap insan/makhluk memerlukan tempat untuk bergantung,tiada yang dapat hidup dengan bersendirian sahaja. Sama-samalah kita renungi kata-kata mutiara.

Karam Singh Walia melaporkan untuk TV3.sekian terima kasih

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thnx

Daripada hari Sabtu aku keluar dengan Yusoff. Terima kasih banyaklah yusoff kerana menyusahkan kau. At last dapat balik handphone.Almost tiga hari takde handphone rasa macam tenang aje.Tapi risau pun ada manalah tahu ada important call.

Hari ni jumpa si Farhan kat Mrt untuk hantar barang-barang dia. Lepas tuh temankan adik aku pegi buat cermin mata di Sembawang Shoping centre. Haiz asyik pecah ajer cermin mata dia. Lepas tuh jumpa si Yusoff kat Bukit Batok MRT. Pakcik dia belum habis kerja.Lepak lah dulu dengan dia kat Aliff restaurant sambil tunggu wati sekali..Lega rasanya dapat balik hanphone.Macam baru beli pulak.

Selepas selesai makan apa semua kau balik dengan si Wati sekali. Penat jugak badan ni walaupun tak seberapa tripnya. Nampak-nampaknya kena buat revision balik semula. Entahlah rasa macam sekejap aje 1 week holiday ni .Besok punya kerja sudah menanti.oklah chow miau miau

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BBq

4.45am- Bangun pagi untuk ambil kereta kat chua chu kang.Keluar rumah pukul 5.20am terus jalan pegi Woodlands interchange.Sampai interchange kul 5.32am. Naik train terus jumpa yusoff kat saner.

5.50- Dapat kereta dari pakciknya dan hantar pakciknya kerja sekali kat Tuas. 1st stop rumah Hanz,collect tent samer tempat air. Waktu siang sangat. Pizza pun belom masak.Kuah satay pun belum ready.

6.50-Kiter dua head down ke Al-amin untuk sarapan sambil rilek sekejap untuk hilangkan mengantok... Perut pun dah kenyang kite beredar ke rumah aku pulak,ambik barang2 BBQ,makanan dan sebagainya.Kereta pun sudah pack, baik tempat duduk belakang sama boot.Just nice dengan pizza pun bole muat.. Confirm takder orang bole duduk walaupun susun macam mana sekali pun.

10.00am-Tepat kita sampai.terserempak Djas sekali di Mac Donalds. Ni sahaja yang ada tepat pada waktunya. Kita unload barang2 semua ke pondok. Sudah tuh try nak tido sekejap tapi ttidak bole. Kehausan gi beli air ngna djas sekejap.Nasib baik si Ain datang bawak Nasi goreng.Selera sungguh,colour dia dah menangkap.I like the pedas very much

Selepas tuh tidak tengok jam lagi. Satu -satu manusia datang. Haiz belum hilang penat dah ada banyak kerja.. Buat air untuk diaorang. makanan semua diaorang ambil sendiri pastu tuh rilek rilek kejap.Ada main bola,main guitar dan mandi laut. nak cerita satu-satu kisah banyak sangat.

Pastu aku ,omar djas sama idah blah kejap pegi beli barang2 keperluan sama cake. entahlah berape lama tapi cukup utk meeak gunakan.waktu pun dah ok,aku,omar dgn adik2nya setup BBq stuff. Adik dia dah penat,Aku ngna omar handle all the way. Nasib baik ada orang tukang ambil air sama cake.tima kasih. Sudah boring ,aku ngan omar berbual2 merepek dengan DD. Takleh tahan punya merepek.Satu-satu makanan sudah abis walaupun ada yang left overs.Omar dgn aku dah handle tempat bakar ni memang kecoh giler.

Tidak lupa sekali kite buatkan khas untuk B'dae hanz sekali orait lah tuh.Since dia pun dah nak pegi poly sekali.Lepas satu-satu pulang rumah dengan sendiri atau berkumpulan.

kul10++ aku ngan Yusoff start kemas2 balik barang2 kita bawak dengan pertolongan orang yang pulang lewat. Pastu aku ngan dia pegi bawak balik simpan dlam kereta.Still tempat duduk belakang penuh,tidak bole isi orang.

Air sudah abis. Takda seorang pun ambil iniative nak pegi buat ke.Tapi air yang last at least ada orang yang buatkan,Tima Kasih banyak.Cawan basuhkan ke.Ni pun nak kena suruh. Cawan serepah angkat balik dari wasted just like that. Ada pulak sudah makan main tinggalkan aje. Wahh makanan kite siapkan sudah makan tolong buang kat tong sampah pun susah ke.Cammon korang semua sudah besar,sudah bole berfikir apa yang patut buat.apa yang kurang tambahke. Pakai iniative.Kalau tak tahu tanyer

So far outing ni biase ajer,sebab orang yang sama yang buat oraganisation.Jadi atur cara kita buat sama timing.Lepas tuh freestyle,korang punya nak buat apa. Sorry kalau apa yang aku tulis ni ada yang kecil hati.Kepada yang buat contribution dan menolong,terima kasih banyak2 jasa mu amat dihargai

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Saturday

Wasted the whole of saturday going out.But actually got some stuff to do.. Plan tukar pada sabtu.. Tak payah aku hantar adik aku pegi sekolah.Adik lelaki aku yang buat.. Lagipun ada kerja lain nak dibuat..Pegi ke umah Yusoff untuk print surat.. Terima kasih suff kerana tolong aniwae i like yur Theatre of Dreams room.

Dah sudah, tepon si hanz di masih kat causeway lagi.oklah since aku dgn usof takder benda pegi sanelah.. Dia nak hantar DVD aku pulak nak cari charger hanphone.Orait lah tuh, whole day keluar dengan dia.Jumpa diaorang kat civic centre punyer Mac Donalds. Just nice kite dua dah lapar.

After we finished our food, We discuss about the outing.It's good as done. No more worries about organising or what ever. Tak susah kalau aku ngan Yusoff dah settlekan semua.Selepas tuh aku temankan si usop hantar Dvd.Then kite gi Marsilling tengok game sama cari charger.

Reached home just nice kul 7 .10 minit,walaupun dah janji dengan bapak aku balik sebelom magrib.Balik pulak mak aku tengah busy kemaskan barang2 baru beli..Adik lelaki aku takder pulak,dia bole turon main bola..Bukannya dia hiraukan mak dia susah kie tak.Tapi padan muke pagi2 ahad dah kena marah dengan bapak aku.

Sorry ekh tak dapat ikut kau,bukannya apa last minit plan diubah.Bukan aku nak make up stories ke ape. Jgn kecik hati.At least dah ada orang lain temankan oklah tuh.

lepas ni pegi umah aifa pulak, Orait lah tuh.ok chow cin cau .nak siap

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break

Yeah!!! pretty tiring week.. Busy with alot of things keep on coming up. I don't even have time for myself.. Bloody scraper. Great my mom and bro is back, the house is back to the old havoc days. No more i need to do alot of household chores.Cammon it's not that I am lazy,It' s just that I am already occupied with other stuff.So when i returned home. I 'm already worn out..

Today most of my friends don't want to turned up for assembly,went to school with omar and Mary.. It's like Omar and Mary going for assembly for may be the first time. No lesson today.Just S.E test.. studied for it yesterday nite but just learned the key factors.. Somemore studied for my mahts test but in the end cancelled the test because of the talk. After the test all of us went to the canteen to have our breakfast.. Change our mind half way and end up in the coffeshop.

All boyz!!! no girls.It's like wow,some sort of freedom for most of us.. We had a good time together eating and talking crap. Got back to class on time.. It's like the whole back row is occupied by the guys..Ni lah dia bila si Adib dah duduk sebelah aku..mulalah kiter ketawe tak habis-habis all the way. Pasal presentation lah,cikgu lah, dah lain lain lagi.. Sampai senak perut dibuatnya.

After the talk we went straight back home.. haiz baru nak balik jln ramai2 ader ajer masalah.. Layan tepon all the way.sampai kat Bus stop. Yang lain lain ader plan sendiri.Entahlah aku pun tak tahu sangat diaorang ni pegi mane. Bas pun sampai, aku pun naik dengan si Hanz and Yusoff. Hanz turon half-way sebab nak jumper kawan BB ite dia. Yusoff pulak teman aku sampai masjid pastu dier balik dulu pegi salin.. Tenteram sungguh kat masjid sorang-sorang.Lepas semayang sunat terus aku tertido sampai khutbah, itupun masih mengantok lagi. Rasa macam jiwa ni aman ajer..Sudah selesai aku pun terus balik.. jumper Hanz kat West Mall.. Balik ngan dier sekali.

Belum sempat nak tergelimpang kat atas katil dah terpaksa keluar umah. Si Faizal Ahmad ader BBQ kat East Coast.. Ingatkan nak hantar satay kat Xpo tapi aku dah lewat sebab tak sempat.. Jadi terpaksa aku turon kat east coast cari tempat dia.. Nasib baik jumpa.. nak balik pulak ada leceh sebab aku tak biase sangat.. tapi Alhamdulilah sampai woodlands jugak..

Singgah kejap Causewaylah ingat nak tengok-tengok ajer. Tapi lihat cap ni cantik.Beli lah. Colour hitam ngan ada sikit merah ala fai-redz.Ok jugak. dapat aku simpan rambut aku yang serabai ni. Balik terus umah.. satu hari suntuk berjalan..

Holiday ni entah lah bole terperap kat umah ke tidak. Tapi rase-rase ada ajer benda coming up untuk aku ni. niat nak belajar and catch up ngna pelajaran.Harap-harap bole tercapai.. Ke pada semua penghuni Dover,Selamat menjalani Cuti sekolah.. Ingat jgn main api!!

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great

Great man no S.E. get to go home early today.But it will be move on Friday.Damm two test on Friday..S.E test and Maths which I didn't turn up last Friday... Really stress out today.. Need some help on Maths.. Tomorrow will be vb test..but Fuck not going to make it man even though it will be a written test.. The weekends is coming closer and closer just could not wait for it.

Thanks alot for returning my stuff. You will regret this.. Eventhough you try to avoid us.. Will still have alot of business partners willing to do business with us.. Just that small amount of money and you are making a big fuss about it..Cammon how long have you know us.. Just yesterday is it??? cammon hell to you

Watch HANYUT yesterday .It's my first time watching the show fully.. Laugh all the way but in my heart just see how stupid my own community in making decision.. They know how to regret after every incident..What the heck!!! Just where is your brain before making every moves and every rights!!! Just hope the younger generation can open their eyes really wide and see what actually the world are facing..

Nahh I am really lost rite now just don't know where I am heading actually..But not like HANYUT people mind you

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Nabei

Skip P.E again for don't know how many times.. Never mind had my Breakfast in school..My mom are still away from home..Really miss her present at home.. School as usual boring to the max.Didn't study at home and just took my O.S test.Confirm result mcm sial..Cauze it have been a disastrous week for me..

Bloody Fuck you really spoil my mood this afternoon.Why don't you just call my dad and get that bloody money from him.. You really make my life difficult and really troubling me.. We put the trust on you and this is how you repay us back..or are you just afraid to talk with my dad.I just want my personal stuff back and thats all.. the rest you have to settle it with my dad..When I reached your place you said that you have gone out.What the heck!!! I'm sick with all your xcuses and the way you handle your customer.I more thing don't try to play around with words.. or putar belit macam keling paria..lucky you are my dad's friends if not I will give you a bloody hell of a difficult time for you..Cammon don't doubt my dads ability..Fuck you!!! motherfucker..

2 morrow will be another boring day confirm.. I'm sorry if I offended any of you today.. Just not in the mood today.Just that in school i'm trying to be as cheerful as i can be..Hiding all the problems away from me.

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sibuk

The whole of this week amat muram sekali.. Hari Khamis lesson JP1 sungguh membosankan..Aku turun pergi jumpe yang lain untuk menunaikan solat Zohor dan Asar sekali.Entahlah rasa macam lain ajer pada diriku pada hari itu macam ada sesuatu yang tidak kene.. Sesudah itu naik kelas, Lesson pun dah nak abis..Baik ar

Macam biasa main bola kat padang walaupun ada yang suruh pergi Taekwando.. Adib diperdaya oleh aku dengan Azmil.. Best tak Adib.. Main kali ini penuh dengan injury entah kenapa entah.. dah puas practice kite main match dengan uncle Hq.. Defend cuma dua orang takpelah First time kalah di Home Ground.. Srikers kite firing blanks this time entahlah main bagus tapi tidak membolosi gawang lawan.. tidak mengapa..

Abis main lepak lah kejap cerita lah macam-macam.. kelakar jugak Ni time semua orang ada.. Tapi ada satu ketika otak blank seh tak tahu nak cakap apa dan sambung perbualan..Selalunya ada ajar idea datang dengan spontan.. End up aku diam ajer lah all the way.

Sampai di Bus Stop terima panggilan dari adik aku di Malaysia.Sudah ku jangkakan .Atuk telah meninggal dunia.. Kalau dari siang tadi aku tahu ni macam baik aku balik cepat ke rumah..haiz. Bapak aku dah stand by kat rumah. Itu pun dia baru sampai dari melaka sudah dia kena balik lagi..Aku siap cepat-cepat kemas rumah apa semua terus berangkat dengan disertai pakcik dengan makcik aku sekali.. Perjalanan balik ni aku drive half-way ajer..Entahlah mengatok sangat mata ni macam ada gam.. Aku tukar lah dengan bapak aku.. Tido-setidonya aku,sungguh tak tahan . Sampai dalam pukul 2.30 pagi..Sedara dari KL pun baru sampai.. Semua kelihatan suram sahaja..Ada yang masih menangis lagi.. Haiz malas lah nak cerite panjang-panjang.. Satu persatu orang kesayangan ku meninggal dunia.. Kite ni yang masih hidup mesti di teruskan..Ingatlah perjuangan ini belum berakhir...

Nasib baik ader pakcik aku yang sorang ni dari KL,Dia ni kalau dah jumpa aku,Ada aje topic dia yang kelakar.. ada juga hiburan sikit takderlah asyik muram ajer.. Selepas dikebumikan, Balik lah aku.. Tidak sempat hendak menunggu kenduri.. Alhamdulilah harap2 roh atuk aku dicucuri rahmat dan Allah mengampunkan segala dosanya..Amin

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_____

Back again..Not present for school on Monday.. Bloody Eng Siong and the ever busybody old faggot Chai Tiam.. They just could not xcept the doctor's letter.. Some more it was signed by the highest ranking officer in the Army camp(Kem Terendak)..Arrived to school late and it was just nice went that moustacho ask to lock the door. So fast they implent the rules and regulations already.I think my attendance was mark zero.. Got to settle everthing soon..

Time is not on my side. Just have to complete everthing soon.with project dateline just getting closer and closer, Phase test coming up.. have to manage all the problems.YAAHHHH.. just when can i get a proper break.. Hope everthing would be over sooner or later..

Just wished everthing will be fine in Tanjung Bidara.. I'm really really worried..Just have to stay focus on school work and be strong to handle all this things..

School are becoming more and more boring.It just like no point coming.. today's schoolis a waste of time for me.. Networking never learn anything... Then have to attend alot of talks.. Nehh.. May be I am looking forward to this thursday.. As usual.. u know guys what to do..

Reaching home is like really dead.. No as usual.. Hidop membujang beb beraper hari n.. Yesss Ar.. But come to think of it it was boring.. But it's fine with me. have to take matter's into my own hands..

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confused

I got 2 choices now.Either to choose Networking Fundamentals or Multimedia Fundamentals.. Both have their advantages and disadvantages.. Most likely i will be taking Networking because of their job prospect and this course is expensive if taken outside.. As for Multimedia,Have to be creative and try to create something new, but you can just take this course outside of ITE cause alot of Academy offering this course at an affordable rate..

Had a fun time yesterday.Lesson was pretty exciting except for IWAD.. Chai Tiam got some problem with the server he create,end up the class never learn anything...Then this JPI lesson.. The teacher always talking about her life stories..Damn boring!!As usual Thursday is the day we dedicate to playing soccer....Great man!!! got myself dirty..Really hell of a laughter all the way... WE had a break for a while.. Conserve energy for a match against the Hq uncles.. Yusoff left just before the break I think.. Only Taufiq,Azmil,Farhan,Adib and me remained not to forget Idah as the soul spectator for the match.. Don't know how many goals we banked in.. Farhan was on a rampaged with assits from Adib,Azmil and taufiq..All was playing on a great form..

Have to admit the game was really short.. Head to canteen for a rest.. We had a quick shower and change quickly...Had to get going now.. Will be away for three days

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school

Didn't come to school today.I feel really really horrible.. Just could not wake up this morning.. Soory i didn't answer most of the calls and to those waited at Buona Station.Just need to have some peace of mind.I just need a break of my own.. Cauze school keep on becoming really boring to come.. Coming to school is just for the sake of attendance.Most of the subject you can just study from home.

Luckily I could concentrate on my studies at home this time.. Cauze the family Van is no more available.. No more chauffering around, no more washing and no more taking care of it.

Completed all cisco assesment xcept for chapter 6.. It was really tough,just need alot of time to read on that chapter.. Got to spend alot of time with my siblings..Yeahhh.especially haziq..I'm really jealous of his hair... Ermm still keep on thinking whether i could keep up with my previous performance..

Soon there will be bo more Farhan in IT 1D history... Congrats to him of his O'level result.. For the rest Congrats to u also cauze at least u try your best.. Nevermind just continue school as it is.. Life is so beautiful if u achieve something.. Gonna get going now.. Still got alot of things to ammend

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