thinking over
1st pic) taken before all becoming casualty
2nd pic) Happily sleeping undisturbed
3rd pic) Encik & instructor around
Becoming a casualty would always be a fun thing. So we wore this Chemical agent suit. Would be stuffy during hot day but luckily it was raining +windy. So I just volunteer myself to become the casulty coz to lazy to become the rescuer. There was also other casualty around. So after a few round, i just doze off and took a nice 30 minutes plus nap. I just don't know how was it possible to sleep in that CA suit with breathing had been cut down. Nap time over with my encik could not believe what had happend. Errmm may be I'm the first one able to sleep in that CA suit.
We got to choose our posting but still the Headquarters will decide where they want to post us. Excited to go station coz got xtra pay. Job scope was like 2 days work and 2 days off. Negative part was that all public holidays will be burn. This include during weekends or you are on standby. So got back home and discuss it with my mom. She would like me to opt for instructor coz weekends I can do my daily routine and some more public hoildays won't be burn. On top of it I can take night class and pursue my diploma which I still had not decide went to sign up. If station it would be a hard time to juggle coz you need to change duty all this with your partner.
Job will come first no matter what in station
May be some things are better to let fate deal with it. Still I find it quite hard to adjust myself in thinking all this situation around me. If things would be smoother may be I would be better off now. Nahh Just accept the fact on which path that I will be taking coz sooner or later it would pay off. Just had too be strong in dealing all this on my own.
Blogged @ 11:35 pm `
Aku balik rumah takder orang. AKu patah balik pegi Causeway. Jalan-jalan tengok ader deal xbox baiknya.Beli ajer ah satu game Rainbow six samer controller. best ah. Jadi ari nie try ah settle semua benda kat umah dengan harapan dapat main. tapi itu ah. Adik aku nie, Suka sangat check-check barang aku. Sedap ajer amek dari almari aku pastu nak main. Satu benda kat umah tak buat alasan mengantok ah tak cukup tido, penat kerja ah, jumpa matair bole. Temankan adik kat swimming tak bole. Adik ko soang soang kat pool yishun. Terkejar-kejar weekends aku. zal itu, zal ini. Tiap-tiap weekends routine aku samer. Cammon ah aku pun nak kuar. nak buat benda-banda lain. Tiap2 minggu layan benda samer takkan abes.
2006 akan abes. silap-silap mmang takder azam baru. Kalau ader pun aku ajer yang tahu. Tahun baru ke lamer ke. samer jugak tetap idop kene keje.
Budak-budak medic ingat aku nak gi layan kerenah koang. balik kelas malam asal aku tak bawak keta ah. Satu hal lak nak layan koang punya kerenah. Koang tahu nak jimat transport.Senang ajer aku ckp minyak mahal dah buat muke blah ah. baik aku layan partner aku budak cina. lagi bez, ader ajer benda benda tak happy dengan budak budak dier cakap
Blogged @ 3:27 pm `
Great and tiring week.Learn alot of new things that is applicable to life. As always this sleepy head will try his best to concentrate in class. Ermm may be I'm eager to get a posting at station coz it will really help alot in life out there and understanding civilian behaviour.
Just couldn't understand those in my people in my class. You can see me as someone to turn too in cordinating the section but why don't you guys try it out. Complain, Sabo, blurr and all those other words that you guys can associate with. Holding the key role would be hard for you guys. If i were to keep quite and sleep that would be a different thing. Darn those little idiotic kids.
Ohh ya SRB personnel came into our class to return our equipments. Keep boasting about their vocation. Just darn lazy to talk to them. From what I observed, there's a point why my sir put me into this medic course, ANS= Cert.
Towards the end of the year, weekends would be jammed pack for me. This and that need to be completed, blah blah blah+ same routine. Just dont have that kick in entering 2007
Blogged @ 11:28 pm `
Straight jack ader test hari-hari. Nasib baik boleh buat dan mintak bantuan jugak. Medical course sudah makin boring. Entahlahkan aku bukannya ader interest sangat tapi buat setakat hendak lulus. Class pun makin best. lagi-lagi budak kat belakang. Tak habis-habis perkataan sabo digunakan.
Lesson have been pretty boring lately. If no lesson, switch to sleeping mode. Some even see me boring coz everytime after lesson i would just catch up with my sleep. Asyik nak ketawe ajer diaorang nie. Nanti dah kene takleh terima lak.hahahz janji best.
Pelik aku ngan hisham nie. Dier hendak paramedic course. Tapi orait ah klau ko dah tahu sedikit sebyk benda aku xplain kat engkau.Harap-harap sukses selalu.
Minggu nie hendak keluar during weekdays, penat hari-hari. Kalau sebaik-baiknya jumaat onwards. ermm rase mcm banyak hendak update. tapi hilang pulak idea-idea
Blogged @ 10:58 pm `
Every week ada test. Bila mahu berhenti nie semua. Nari paling boring lesson. Stakat lecture. lEpas semayang aku abiskan masa matainence tido ajer. Senang seh hidop. Nie kene ungkap balik kat umah aper aku kene blajar. Silap-silap balik kampung bawak file medic nie.
Berbual dengan Zulfadly(budak dover agi).Lepas semyang bebual sambil jalan balik. Orait gak. Dier kate boleh transfer course kalau hendak. Haiz tapi aku rase terkejar-kejar. Kalau tukar kepada ERS course. Lepas ORD masih boleh. Tengok cara kerja medic nie macam maner. Lagi pun nanti scdf bole sponsor blajar klau hendak ambil diploma course. Alhamdulilah pintu rezeki macm terbuka sedikit untuk aku. Boleh pilih laluan maner yang aku hendak sekrang. Tapi mase ajer yang menentukan ajer. Penting sekali aku perlukan sokongan dari keluarga. Harap-harap apa yang aku pilih nie menjadi.
Hari nie budak-budak ajak keluar. At first okay ah. Tapi fikir-fikir balik banyak kerja hendak buat. Mane pergi sheng song, gosok baju kerja, nak check kereta dan lain-lain lagi. Jadi mase aku tight. Lagi-lagi nak rest besok nak drive. fuhh makin dewasa, tanggungan lagi besar.
Setiap hari kita merancang untuk hari esok tapi kita tidak tahu apakah hari esok itu lebih cerah dari hari-hari yang lain........
Blogged @ 10:44 pm `
hari nie lah paling tidak best langsung. At first memang best ah, cuba dekat medikin ataupun dummy untuk buat infusion. Pratice semua memang confident giler. Lepas lunch aku among the first ngan partner aku pergi try cucuk infusion.
Aku ambil dua kali untuk perfectly cucuk kawan aku. Memang everthing went smoothly. Masuk aku punya turn pulak lain jadinya. The first cucuk dier salah buat. kalau tak silap tak masuk betul dalam veins aku. Darah dah kuar aper semua. Biler part dier kuar kan infusion . Aku punya vision sudah lain. memang blur abes. tak pernah-pernah aku rase nie macam. Last-last aku jalan duduk atas stretcher. check blood pressure samer pulse rate aku dua-dua bawah daripada normal. Less than 10 mins aku dah recover.
Ambik lagi infusion untuk 2nd cucuk. Kawan aku buat salah lagi. Dua-dua belah tangan aku dah bengkak kerana salah cucuk. 3rd cucuk kat lengan. Pastu dier nak cucuk aku agi. Utrat aku tak dapt cari. Berape kali try tepuk lengan aper semua tak boleh. Madam aku check tangan aku sejuk sangat macma mayat. kene tunggu lagi. Sampaikan aku jumpa member-member aku bilik sebelah tengok tangan aku putih sejuk macma mayat. beraper lamer tak tuh macam.
Seriously aku tak expect jadi nie semua.
last last aku gi tido while waiting for other peoples turn. Bangun kene buat lagi. Alamak, aku ckap dengan instructor aku takleh buat agi. tangan aku masih sejuk. Dier ambik si izwan(ayamcitot) budak dover. Dier tuh pulak kene cucuk dua kali. Kawan aku tuh miss lagi.. adoih haiz kecoh tul hari ini.
Besok dah friday. Saturday pulak nak kene balik kampung utk perjumpaan adik beradik bapak aku lak. Penat giler, subuh2 nak drive agi. Nie tangan aku dah macm ikan kembong. biler lah dapat kuar kwan-kwan aku yang lain pun tak tahu..choww
Blogged @ 10:30 pm `
Orait. Pass my medic theory test. now have to prepare for tomorrow practical test. Sound easy but the criteria that they want sound fussy to me. Why bother??? Coz went I pass out xtra cash will be into my pocket. So just do what ever I can for tomorrow. Tonite have to do some revision.
A hectic week in the class. One after another, satu satu leh jatuh sakit. Lepas selsema aku nak ilang datang lak batuk. Aper lah dalam medic punya klass kebanyakkan ROTA aku ajer jatuh sakit.
Still thinking wheter taking Private or poly diploma course. To me private as I can concentrate on my career as well as pursuing a diploma course. Not to sure rite now. Talking to one of my rota members. His form SOC but have to take this course. not sure about his age. Maybe 25 n above. He too will most likely continue studies as well as working in the police force. Life seems quite tough huh all this while..
May be I can learn something from all my instructors n seniors who is studying outside. C how.
orait mate dah berat. nak take a nap n tido . kul 9 lebih sambung blaja
Nie semua medi under traning nak jadi singh
Blogged @ 7:44 pm `
What a great week to end it with a flu. The whole of today is just sleeping time for me. Around afternoon temperature shot up but got it under control. All the planning just go down the drain. May be i just need a good rest thats all. Or my body is just to0 overworked. NAhh. Hopefully come monday I'm fully rejoice.
Yeah, may be I'm just not prepared to take the the test this monday. What the hell, tulis aper yang ko tahu dah okay. Janji lulus kire settle. Next week onwards need to bring back the file everday coz if I were to lump it all together during weekends = total disaster.
Chow yah.. Alot to think and amend in life. haywire and pening at the moment
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